I remember being a child and Teenager I was always thinking that Life is about having good Grades. Study something really good and at this point I could not imagine more…..
I was not able to see myself in a big beautiful House with the Ideas that the society build for human.
A long time I thought something is wrong with me.
Because I was not chasing the things what are other People did. Like study, a House. A good Husband and sweet children.I thought I would want what they want. so I talked about being a lawyer…. but my steps were not going this way. I did not really learned intensive. I was always ready to travel and I was always happy to be just reading Books and I was obsessed with magazines, Fashion and getting to know different famous people like Ghandi, Martin L. King. Nelson Mandela and Oprah. And sitting outside and oberserving people and thinking about Life and people.
But deep in my soul there was something that I could not explain and recognize. I was always bad in defining my feelings.
I just could not say what it was that could make me Happy. It was one of my worst struggles in my Life
I lived and was the most open when I was traveling and being in Bookstores.
After some years and a when I started to struggle in my Life.
I realized step by step. From year to year what I want. Why I am in love with Photgraphy. Why I am in love with Traveling, Fashion and reading Books. And Why I love to watch People and think about their thoughts
After years past and I was in a situation to really know what I want…I was stuck. And then I removed every one from Life. I was alone. and was focused on myself. and then…It happend …I realized How I was trying to get a website all this years and How important for me was the perfect camera I wanna have. And why I was obsessed with fashion and movies.
I was and I am creative Soul.
And after knowing this I was able to build my Life on the Base of my inner voice.
So never be afraid of beeing alone with yourself. Life is a Lesson.
Signs are everything.
follow them.
always.